+ Hi! I'm the worst LJ person. I should stop taking announced hiatuses because they're months-long and ridiculous.
+ I think I stopped posting at first in April (yeah, my last post was April
) because the end of the semester was happening and it was my first semester at college and I was spazzing the fuck out. Then I actually had a vacation and I pretty much spent the entire vacation in between semester getting ready for the next semester. I bought a car, I went through a nightmare to get the car okay for inspection and getting it registered and then I had to learn how to drive said car on the highway without having a panic attack. On top of that, I had to deal with a ton of issues with my financial aid at school and finally it was time for school to start up again.
+ Reminder to self: summer classes are not your friend. I should have listened to people who said they were intensive. But I have a really lovely math teacher and I'm, like, actually getting the material? I have an A in math and, like, that has never happened to me before
. I'm usually a C-student or worse in math, so yeah, actually proud of that and I've been working my ass off to keep that grade. College Comp is the worst /o\ I mean, I loooove my teacher, I love her a lot, but it's basically the same class I just took, only longer papers? I get bored easily. Also, I need to stop picking research topics like "FOLKLORE" or "FEMINISM" because I can't argue anything and I get stuck writing papers about Wicca that feel extremely dated. But oh well, I'm getting some of my pre-reqs out of the way for classes next semester. WHICH I REALLY LOVE? Even if I have to get up at the crack of early for one of them. But I'm taking American Sign Language, Creative Writing, Intro to Lit, and more math (I will get my math credits out of the way if it kills me).
+ Currently going through a crisis of what I want to do with my life because I took a teaching class and it failed so spectacularly and I legit can't speak in front of a group of people, even people I felt comfortable around. Switched my major to liberal arts and now I am directionless.
+ I'm still looking for a job. Still, no one wants to hire me. I am pretty close to setting up profiles on those FIND A BABYSITTER HERE sites, but I always get so stuck on what to say in them. I don't think "I am a responsible, broke college student that's been babysitting children since she was fourteen and would like to care for your children for pay" really works.
+ Also, I WROTE FIC. Which is part of the reason I felt like I couldn't show my face on LJ because I need to finish this monster. Which took a while. And a lot of blood, sweat, tears, and feelings. Oh, so many feelings. I think this on of my most glaringly ID fics ever and sometimes it makes me really uncomfortable, but I think all of my fics kind of show my ID. But anyway, here it is:
Title: magnets find each other (and I'll be your lover)
Fandom: A Song of Ice and Fire/Game Of Thrones
Pairings/Characters: Robb Stark/Jeyne Westerling
Warnings: Spoilers through A Storm Of Swords.
Summary: First time!fic. Robb relaxes like he knows she'd be there to catch him, to hold him, like she's his solid ground, something stable and sturdy. After they spend the night together, Jeyne and Robb must face the consequences that await them in the morning after.
Notes: Written for midnightblack07's prompt at the asoiafkinkmeme; the first time Jeyne climaxes.
I asked for answers from the ocean waves. "If it's meant to be then it will be," they said.
+ I'm kind of wanting to start a 30-days meme, or take the 100 day challenge, but I can't really decide on anything? There's the 30 days of women, there's the 31 days of ships, 28 day of bad shipping (which I really, really
want to do) and 30 days of Game of Thrones/A Song Of Ice And Fire
. If I was going to do the 100 days challenge, I thought about doing fifty character and fifty ships, but Idk, idk. I kind of just want something consistent to post about because I feel like my day-to-day life is kind of boring (I'm a vampire, I go to school, I do schoolwork, I spend time with my family, then internet always) and I'm scared of sharing my thoughts one fandom, so this feels like a constructive way of doing that. Idk, anyway, thoughts anyone? Bueller?
+ HOW HAS EVERYONE BEEN? I've been reading and commenting sporadically, but HOW ARE YOU TODAY
+ Okay, let's end this with a meme because, really, who am I?
Hit me with a character/pairing and I'll list my three
most unpopular opinions about them.