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30 December 2021 @ 12:00 pm
+ Memes, fanmixes, icons, and all other fannish things are public. Fic is located at roomwithoutsoul, which is open to the public.
+ Original writing f-locked after a week, or so.
+ Personal stuff is f-locked.
+ Comment here to be added. Once I decide you’re my kind of crazy, I’ll add you back! :D

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Where I'm At: My Humble Abode
Feeling: ecstaticecstatic
Tunes: Different - Acceptance
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29 December 2021 @ 10:50 pm
Note: always under construction.
List of all my fandoms and ships therein:Collapse )
Where I'm At: My Humble Abode
Feeling: flirtyflirty
Tunes: Sara Lov - Animals | Powered by Last.fm
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14 October 2013 @ 01:28 am
Hi! I will have this done by the end of the week, if not sooner. I did not expect sign-ups to go out so early, but hopefully my sign-up prompts will be enough to go on for now! Sorry! That was longer than I had anticipated, but it's done now! General Disclaimer: Please, please don't freak out at the length. I tend to ramble and get excited and the contents of this letter are by no means expectations! But here goes nothing!

Hello! Again, I apologize for the lateness of this letter, being a working, full-time college student does not give me a lot of leeway in terms of time, so I have been trying my best to get this up in a reasonable amount of time. I did not expect the assignments to go out so quickly! (Though, it’s exciting that they did!) But hey! We matched! This is very, very cool and I am super excited to have fic for one of these fandoms, and really looking forward to seeing what you come up with! As always, I’d like to mention that I like to give options, but if none of my prompts work for you or you get overwhelmed or inspired by something I said in my likes or something else--they’re just prompts, feel free to write the story you want and are comfortable with! I am sure it will be fantastic. I struggled really hard to narrow down these requests to these six fandoms, so there’s definitely no fandom here I want more than the other—all of these would make me happy. In additions, there are SPOILERS for every single fandom here, so if you're vaguely interested in something we didn't match on and want to go into it unspoiled, I'd scroll by really quickly.

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Well, that’s it. That’s really incredibly long and I apologize for that hugely long letter. I honestly tried to keep it shorter and chop it up some, but there were legitimately so many things I wanted to say. In general, it’s hard for me to shut up when talking about my faves. I work better with a ton of prompts, but if a lot of prompts feel constraining, by all means, ignore them and write whatever you’re inspired for—as long as it doesn’t hit a DNW of mine, I know I’ll love it. Thank you again for writing for me! I look forward to reading your story! :333

If you wanna stalk me, I am not terribly active on LJ anymore, so you're welcome to stalk here on my tumblr--I am on here a reasonable amount of time, so you can find me there.
Feeling: accomplishedaccomplished
Tunes: Gotye - Hearts a Mess | Powered by Last.fm
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30 October 2012 @ 08:49 pm
+ I am working on getting to your treats soon-ish, but tonight is polybigbang super writing spree night and I could really use the encouragement, so I am (selfishly) doing this meme:

Where I'm At: My Humble Abode
Feeling: anxiousanxious
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+ I have not updated since AUGUST and I don't really know what happened. Well, I do--I got a job, school started up again, and I've been trying to desperately finish my polybigbang, but I do miss LJ and while I am stuck inside, hoping Hurricane Sandy won't knock out my power, I decided to do this, since I've stopped at a few of my friend's entries and requested things and it's only fair. I really hope I can start posting more regularly soon and I want to make a RL-update at some point, but for tonight:

In honor of All Hallow's Eve, I'm inviting trick-or-treaters to my 'door.' Comment "trick-or-treat" to this post and...well, you know the drill. Treats can be anything that strikes my fancy (pics of fave actors or pairings, one sentence fics, graphics, a few words why I'm glad to have you on my flist, etc. etc.)
Where I'm At: My Humble Abode
Feeling: anxiousanxious
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Pick any passage of 500 words or less from any fanfic I’ve written and comment with that selection to this post. I will then give you the equivalent of a DVD commentary on that snippet: what I was thinking when I wrote it, why I wrote it in the first place, what’s going on in the character’s heads, why I chose certain words, what this moment means in the context of the rest of the fic, lots of awful puns, and anything else that you’d expect to find on a DVD commentary track.

All my fic is here here, but some is on AO3 and some is here.

I just really love this meme.
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Medium: TV/Book.
Fandom: Game Of Thrones/A Song Of Ice And Fire.
Subject: Jeyne Westerling/Robb Stark.
Title: If This Was The Cold War (We Could Keep Each Other Warm)
Warnings: Spoilers through A Feast For Crows.
Notes: I made this for my birthday because I'm the type of person who makes tragic, deeply saddening mixes for her OTP on her birthday. I never got around to posting it here until today (though I did on tumblr yesterday), so it is technically a late birthday present to myself. This mix roughly covers from when Jeyne and Robb met, through the last time we see Jeyne in A Feast For Crows, told through a mix of POVs. If I could sum up a ~theme for this mix, it would be war, which pretty mutable throughout the songs I chose, taking on different meanings. But anyway, I hope you enjoy!
Mix includes: front and back cover, single .zip file & individually uploaded links (mp3 + m4a), uploaded to mediafire.


if this was the cold war: a jeyne/robb mixCollapse )
Feeling: awakeawake
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12 August 2012 @ 12:24 pm
+ So I still suck at LJ, but I am trying to get better? /o\

Real-life blathering; feel free to skip:Collapse )

+ My birthday is Wednesday and I really have no plans? My sister is having a party for herself (side-note: we have the same birthday), but I just think, “crowds, strangers, people drinking, scary,” and had to decline (to be honest, she didn’t invite me because she understand, but her husband and my dad think there’s something wrong with me that I would prefer to stay home). I sometimes feel like I should feel like a loser? Though, really, it’s not my fault some of my very best friends live a million miles away and none of us are rich enough to fly ourselves to each other. I need a job.

+ I have been mainlining Legend of the Seeker for the past week. I KIND OF LOVE IT A LOT? I also feel like I am two-years too late for any fandom for it to exist. Which saddens me greatly. I HAVE A LOT OF FEELINGS ABOUT RICHARD AND KAHLAN AND I WANT TO SCREAM IN PEOPLE FACES ABOUT THESE STUPID DUMBFACES IN LOVE WHO HAVE RUINED MY LIFE. Also: Bridget Regan’s boobs. I will probably post a thoughts post after I finish S2 because I think I need to see everything to be coherent and I want to meet Cara Mason, okay?

+ I’ve finally caved and started reading A Dance With Dragons (in-full, I have read… a lot of Jon’s chapters, to be perfectly honest) on the PDF I have because I couldn’t wait anymore for it to be published on paperback so I can buy it because I can’t buy it now when all the other books are in paperback. I am just weirdly anal about this, okay? I am only mentioning this because I am not in any way prepared for this. I am not ready for Theon or Cersei’s chapters. I might actually need to buy myself alcohol.

+ Maybe later today (or tomorrow) I am going to start the 28-days of Bad Shipping meme because it seems like fun and I ship ALL THE THINGS and usually in the worst way.

+ I signed up for polybigbang because one day I might actually finish a big bang and I am hoping it’s this one because IT IS EVERYTHING I LOVE and I have a lot of ideas and am probably writing Jon/Robb/Jeyne because, well, who am I? YOU ALL SHOULD DO IT, TOO. Come, sign up:

Come and join polybigbang, a multifandom threesomes or moresome big bang!

Sign Ups: Author | Artist

+ OTHER THINGS YOU SHOULD DO, go prompt and write ALL THE THINGS here:

we're on a ship - pun intended.

+ And because I am me, I always end with a meme /o\ This one is from midnightblack07:
Give me a character and I will tell you:
- Why I love them or why I wish they'd go die in a fire.
- My OTP for the character
- My favorite gen relationship with this character.
- An unpopular opinion about this character.
- One thing I wish would [have] happen[ed] with this character in canon.
- An idea I have for the character that I haven't written yet/won't ever write for whatever reason.
Where I'm At: My Humble Abode
Feeling: soresore
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+ ~drive-by post.

+ All my journal entries seem to plugging comment ficathons as of late, oh well. Here is another hosted by the lovely softly_me. Come jooooin us and prompt Silken.

+ Oh, and I filled something! That is here:

Title: be careful of the curse that falls on young lovers
Fandom: A Song of Ice and Fire/Game Of Thrones
Pairings/Characters: Robb Stark/Jeyne Westerling
Rating: PG
Words: ~1,000
Warnings: Spoilers through A Storm Of Swords.
Summary: They would tell her that she married war, that she married winter and the north, but Jeyne knows she wed herself to a wolf and became a wolf herself.
Notes: Written for scorpiod1's prompt: I fear no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet). Weird fairytale feels galore. And meta. Lots of meta.

I love you never felt like any blessing.
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+ So I got really busy with school (I hadn't realized the big research paper was due so soon) and I fell behind on LJ and I WILL totally get to your comments (and your entries!) at some point this weekend, but right now I would like to divert your attention for a while because everyone (if this is relevant to your interests) should come play with me here (because it'll be a lot of fun and I need more polyamory fics in my life; I mean, who doesn't like threesomes or moresomes???):

polyamory - the practice, desire, or acceptance of having more than one intimate relationship at the same time, with the full knowledge and consent of all partners involved.
Feeling: ecstaticecstatic
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10 July 2012 @ 03:18 pm

+ Hi! I'm the worst LJ person. I should stop taking announced hiatuses because they're months-long and ridiculous.

+ I think I stopped posting at first in April (yeah, my last post was April) because the end of the semester was happening and it was my first semester at college and I was spazzing the fuck out. Then I actually had a vacation and I pretty much spent the entire vacation in between semester getting ready for the next semester. I bought a car, I went through a nightmare to get the car okay for inspection and getting it registered and then I had to learn how to drive said car on the highway without having a panic attack. On top of that, I had to deal with a ton of issues with my financial aid at school and finally it was time for school to start up again.

+ Reminder to self: summer classes are not your friend. I should have listened to people who said they were intensive. But I have a really lovely math teacher and I'm, like, actually getting the material? I have an A in math and, like, that has never happened to me before. I'm usually a C-student or worse in math, so yeah, actually proud of that and I've been working my ass off to keep that grade. College Comp is the worst /o\ I mean, I loooove my teacher, I love her a lot, but it's basically the same class I just took, only longer papers? I get bored easily. Also, I need to stop picking research topics like "FOLKLORE" or "FEMINISM" because I can't argue anything and I get stuck writing papers about Wicca that feel extremely dated. But oh well, I'm getting some of my pre-reqs out of the way for classes next semester. WHICH I REALLY LOVE? Even if I have to get up at the crack of early for one of them. But I'm taking American Sign Language, Creative Writing, Intro to Lit, and more math (I will get my math credits out of the way if it kills me).

+ Currently going through a crisis of what I want to do with my life because I took a teaching class and it failed so spectacularly and I legit can't speak in front of a group of people, even people I felt comfortable around. Switched my major to liberal arts and now I am directionless.

+ I'm still looking for a job. Still, no one wants to hire me. I am pretty close to setting up profiles on those FIND A BABYSITTER HERE sites, but I always get so stuck on what to say in them. I don't think "I am a responsible, broke college student that's been babysitting children since she was fourteen and would like to care for your children for pay" really works.

+ Also, I WROTE FIC. Which is part of the reason I felt like I couldn't show my face on LJ because I need to finish this monster. Which took a while. And a lot of blood, sweat, tears, and feelings. Oh, so many feelings. I think this on of my most glaringly ID fics ever and sometimes it makes me really uncomfortable, but I think all of my fics kind of show my ID. But anyway, here it is:

Title: magnets find each other (and I'll be your lover)
Fandom: A Song of Ice and Fire/Game Of Thrones
Pairings/Characters: Robb Stark/Jeyne Westerling
Rating: NC-17
Words: ~20,000
Warnings: Spoilers through A Storm Of Swords.
Summary: First time!fic. Robb relaxes like he knows she'd be there to catch him, to hold him, like she's his solid ground, something stable and sturdy. After they spend the night together, Jeyne and Robb must face the consequences that await them in the morning after.
Notes: Written for midnightblack07's prompt at the asoiafkinkmeme; the first time Jeyne climaxes.

I asked for answers from the ocean waves. "If it's meant to be then it will be," they said.

+ I'm kind of wanting to start a 30-days meme, or take the 100 day challenge, but I can't really decide on anything? There's the 30 days of women, there's the 31 days of ships, 28 day of bad shipping (which I really, really want to do) and 30 days of Game of Thrones/A Song Of Ice And Fire. If I was going to do the 100 days challenge, I thought about doing fifty character and fifty ships, but Idk, idk. I kind of just want something consistent to post about because I feel like my day-to-day life is kind of boring (I'm a vampire, I go to school, I do schoolwork, I spend time with my family, then internet always) and I'm scared of sharing my thoughts one fandom, so this feels like a constructive way of doing that. Idk, anyway, thoughts anyone? Bueller?

+ HOW HAS EVERYONE BEEN? I've been reading and commenting sporadically, but HOW ARE YOU TODAY?

+ Okay, let's end this with a meme because, really, who am I?

Hit me with a character/pairing and I'll list my three most unpopular opinions about them.
Where I'm At: My Humble Abode
Feeling: anxiousanxious
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Title: maybe we could find new ways to fall apart
Pairings/Characters: Jon Snow/Robb Stark/Jeyne Westerling.
Rating: NC-17
Words: 15,300
Warnings: Incest, double-penetration.
Summary: Modern AU. It's Jeyne's birthday and Robb and Jon make sure she doesn't forget it.
Notes: Written for scorpiod1 for the asoiafkinkmeme. Set in the verse this fanmix is based in. This is a highly ridiculous, lengthy Porn-Without-Plot that has really no excuse for being so long. Strongly enabled by scorpiod1; this is all her fault, so blame her.

Part One || Part Two || Part Three
Where I'm At: My Humble Abode
Feeling: giddygiddy
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+ I've been thinking about doing this for a while and really, there's no better time than the present, what with the season two premiere on the horizon and my desire to have new people to squee with. scorpiod1 and I thought we'd put this together to make some new Game Of Thrones/A Song Of Ice And Fire friends, so come play and promote!

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thank the gods hiatus is almost over: a game of thrones/a song of ice and fire friending meme

Copy and paste the code below into a new comment:

Promoting is love! Just copy and paste the link code below:
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Medium: TV/Book.
Fandom: Game Of Thrones/A Song Of Ice And Fire.
Subject: Jon Snow/Sansa Stark.
Title: The Whispering Ghosts (Left You Out In The Cold)
Warnings: Incest, possible spoilers through A Dance With Dragons. Heed the warnings on the fic.
Notes: Made as a companion piece to my fic the whispering ghosts (left you out in the cold), written for midnightblack07 for got_exchange. This is pretty much a modified version of the play list I listened to while writing the story, just cleaned up, because I always make a playlist for all the fics I write and I kind of love giving them soundtracks. This one is especially dear to me because the fic it's based on is a insane head!baby that I love to pieces. There is no particular POV-switch, but songs are in roughly chronological order, following the plot of the fic.
Mix includes: front and back cover, single .zip file & individually uploaded links (mp3 + one m4a), uploaded to mediafire.


the whispering ghosts: a jon/sansa mixCollapse )
Where I'm At: My Humble Abode
Tunes: fun. - Some Nights | Powered by Last.fm
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+ This is going to be a super quick post because I finally have a little time to myself to type this up. My power came back Wednesday night and I would have made a post then, but once the novelty wore off, I was dead tired because I had gotten into a sleep schedule where I fell asleep at ten and woke up at five AM to avoid using up too much battery power and burning out too many candles. Also, Tuesday my Aunt Midge from Missouri arrived for her annual visit, which has since taken up most of my time as I’ve been on the go and constantly dragged out of the house (to beaches and lakes and antique shops) in the mornings and not returned until late in the evening and by then, I just want to sleep (and they‘re staying with us, so I just feel weird in general leaving them to their own devices while I hide in my room /o\). I just wanted to let you all know that I’m okay and my power’s up and running, I’ve just been too busy to make time for the internet /o\ She’s planning on leaving Friday, so hopefully I’ll be around a little more than I have been around that time, but I keep trying to sneak in a little time here and there! :D

+ In the meantime, you all should come play over here with me because comment fic memes are shiny and fun, and honestly I just want all the fic:

Where I'm At: My Humble Abode
Feeling: exhaustedexhausted
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29 August 2011 @ 01:44 pm
Hey, this is scorpiod1, I'm posting on opheliahyde's behalf. Heather is currently without electricity because the hurricane has knocked it out. She's okay, but she hasn't been able to come online and doesn't know when the power will come back. It could be up to a few days, so she just wanted me to let her flist know she'll be gone for a bit and that she misses you (and the internet) <3
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Medium: TV/Book
Fandom: Game Of Thrones/A Song of Ice and Fire
Subject: Jon Snow/Robb Stark/Jeyne Westerling
Title: Three Wishes
Warnings: Spoilers for the show and spoilers for the books, incest.
Summary and explanation under the cut for those interested, otherwise enjoy the music!Collapse )
Notes: This is probably the most self-indulgent mix I have ever made, but it’s (still) my birthday and I’ve decided it’s okay to be a bit self-indulgent as a gift to myself, so I’m posting this. Many thanks to scorpiod1 for creating this wonderful (and crazy) universe with me and enabling me more and more every day to add to it, for hand holding throughout this entire mix and helping me pick songs and organize them properly; this is probably as much yours as it is mine.
I'm also confused as to whether to classify it as Game Of Thrones or A Song Of Ice and Fire because it uses elements from both, so I just labeled it as both to cover my bases.
I used Astrid Berges-Frisbey for my casting for Jeyne because she’s pretty and I love her and because I made the art weeks ago before Oona Chaplin was announced to be “a Jeyne” (HBO needs to stop trolling me about this), this is not a slight on her at all because I really love her face and her on The Hour and am pretty much crossing my fingers that she is cast as Jeyne Westerling because ohmygod, I want to press her and Richard’s faces together, they’d be so lovely together, so yeah, I didn’t mean anything by it, it just happened that way /o\
Mix includes: front and back cover, single .zip file & individually uploaded links (all mp3), uploaded to Mediafire.


three wishes: a jon/robb/jeyne mix:Collapse )
Where I'm At: My Humble Abode
Feeling: sicksick
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14 June 2011 @ 10:47 pm
+ I want to thank everyone who commented on my last entry and tell you I really, really appreciate all the hugs and love and I’ll eventually comment back, but I’m still in morose mood that I can’t seem to break out of and make myself do much of anything, which is why I’ve been so sucky in fandom lately. It’s made worse by the fact I can’t write, even though I want to and have all these ideas, I just can’t get any of the words out. So I’m making this post because scorpiod1 made me hoping you guys can kick my ass in gear and give my prompts.
Give me a character and/or pairing from any of my fandoms and I'll write you a His Dark Materials fusion drabble/ficlet with daemons.

Some ground rules: I can’t make promises because I suck, but I’m going to try my best because I want to get back into writing and make it fun again. As for fandoms, The Vampire Diaries would be your best bet (I’m honestly scared to try Supernatural because there has already been so many lovely HDM fusion fics written for that fandom and I’m extremely intimidated) , but I’m open to trying X-Men: First Class, Game of Thrones, The Borgias, Anti-Ever After, True Blood, One Tree Hill, The OC, Being Human, and if you’re interested, I could attempt Glee and Twilight, and any other fandom, just check with me first and I‘ll okay it or not :D If something isn‘t working, I might make sad kitten eyes at you and ask you to pick another fandom/character.
Where I'm At: My Humble Abode
Feeling: listlesslistless
Tunes: Warpaint - Baby | Powered by Last.fm
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Title: We've Been Living In A City With No Children
Fandom: The Vampire Diaries.
Pairing/Characters: Gen. Caroline, Tyler, Matt, Vicki, Elena, Jeremy, Bonnie, Damon, Stefan.
Rating: PG.
Words: 3,650
Summary: No one remains innocent in Mystic Falls for long.
Notes: Written for amoenavi's prompt in The Vampire Diaries Free-For-All Comment Ficathon. The prompt was I wish that we were magic so we wouldn't be so young and tragic.

Caroline looks at herself in the mirror and tries to breathe.